In an emotional interview Thursday morning, former Hamas captive Louis Har described his ongoing struggle to heal while working tirelessly for those still held in Gaza. "I look okay on the outside, but inside - that's a different story," he revealed.
Speaking after a thanksgiving ceremony at a Bnei Akiva yeshiva where he was welcomed with songs and dancing, Har detailed his strategy for coping: constant activity. "I'm traveling the country, doing advocacy work. It's part of the healing process - keeping busy helps prevent falling into difficult thoughts," he explained.
Life After Captivity
The hardest part of his captivity was missing his grandchildren. "That's what I missed most - I wanted so badly to hug them again, and thank God, I got that chance," Har said. He described his time in Gaza as "complete hell," with captors stripping away basic freedoms and decision-making abilities.
Regarding reports of a potential hostage deal, Har remains cautiously pessimistic to avoid disappointment. "I recommend everyone take these reports with limited faith. We'll keep fighting and hoping until everyone's home."
"October 7 Must Not Be Forgotten"
"What I do now is support the families, be part of their struggle," Har said. "Not knowing anything about your loved ones in captivity - it completely destroys families." He acknowledged that while the entire nation has been transformed since October 7, "we must move forward with light and hope."
Despite his trauma, Har expressed pride in being part of the Jewish people: "We're a special nation, and I'm proud to be part of it. The hope that's carried us through generations of hardship - we must keep that alive. Keep dancing."
Channel 14 contributed to this article.
